Yesterday i met up wif zhen, charlene n laine for sentosa. So happy that i can finally meet up wif them ! I msg them on fri that i know i kind of neglected them due to work, n i am so sad that i drifted away from them.

No doubt, i was feeling a little weird when i saw them.. Its like a feeling of having to get to know them once again. Really didnt like the feeling since i know them for a long time le.. But things were better when the day goes by. The sun was scorching hot! so in the end we hid in the shade.. -_-

After only 2 hours or so, we decided to pack up n head for vivo.. we went to gloris jean's cafe to chill.. the drinks there are really very nice! The cakes are not tt appealing though. After which we waited for wee n hc to come. n i onli manage to spend like 10 mins wif lucas, cos he was rushing off to his aunt's funeral..

We went to mac to sit down again... to wait for rh n jr.. I was quite frustrated wif Lucas actually.. He wanted mi to go over his aunt there but didnt cfm wif mi.. I told him if i dont need to go, i wanna head back to his place bcos vivo is so near to his hse.. so i told him to leave his keys outside in case no one is at home.. But, go one big round, he forgot n said he not sure wat time the funeral will end.. Ya, so i am stuck there not knowing wat to do.. Then he said he is not sure if i need to go over on sunday..

Wat made mi so mad is that, i dont understand why he cant just call his mom n asked everything clearly before telling mi.. He made mi so confused that in the end, i decided not to go down. I dont know why, but i really am disappointed that he cant get this small issue organised.

So i joined them for ktv.. it was fun.. cos its a long time since i been to a ktv session wif them.. haha.. after tt mi, elaine, rh, wee, cindy, beng n hq went to a ktv pub.. but elaine n mi left after awhile.. i was updating her abt wat happened betw mi n lucas.

today, i woke up n suddenly left that i realli need a break from this hurting r/s.. i realy cant stand the fact that he is always so physically close to girls during clubbing.. seriously, wats his problem. i know he changed as in he dont cheat anymore, i am sure of it..
But i cannot stand it, i need a break.. He wanted mi to go over his place today, I told him no.. the first ever time.. n i told him i wont be meeting him for the whole of next week..

I just want some quiet time wif myself n my friends.. n there's no way i am gonna put him the no .1 priorty again..